Hey.
I think I should let you know certain things. I want to get this off my chest.

It’s not nice for you to do this to me. You were texting me often then you stopped. I was lost, I thought I did something wrong to you. Then suddenly, you told me your reasons and I accepted it. Then you started to call and text me again, and then you stopped again. If you didn’t want anything from all this, be an adult and tell me. I can accept it, be alright and stay friends. Rather than you go silently and pretend nothing happened.
Stop playing games macam gini. Eh penat tau aku trying to figure things out. Trying to amek hati kau, then lepas tu hati aku sape nak jage.

I’m not asking for anything or any r/s. I’m not even thinking of anything. Aku pun takut. You think I’m not afraid of being dumped and getting hurt. You’ve been hurt by 1 girl. Whereas I’ve been used and been dumped by a few guys. So I understand what you’re feeling.
I’m also unsure of what to do and what to feel BUT cause I like when I’m with you, I decided to just go with the flow. One moment to one moment. One thing at a time.

I like the things between me and you and that’s it. It was simple.
It was great, finding someone who made me laughed so hard at myself. That let me be me. That makes me feel comfortable in my own skin. I wasn’t afraid to let my flaws come out cause I knew I won’t get judged. It was as though i found another bestfriend.

since kau nak dengar dari aku sendiri what i told rin that night, i will.

Ye mmg aku nangis. Pasal aku sakit hati and sedih ah kau macam in a way lead me on and then left me hanging. And when rin told me kau phobia pasal aku went back on my words.
I also cried cause ive hurt you and made a mistake towards you. Im sorry once again for doing that to you. no excuses, no reasons.

yes i like you a whole lot.sayang? aku sendiri tak tahu pasal aku takut. and yes i miss you. Gi mati dengan shiok sendiri. Tak salah aku ade hati kat kau. asal aku mcm takut nak blang kau,pasal kau masih ade hati kat ex kau.

Whatever it is, kite tetap members.
Im not asking for much, just an explanation and aku will be okay. Have a good Friday. (: