i want to rant here angrily but i can't. im crying in class cause someone is being mean. i know i maybe labelled a minah or people say that im a very fierce person but i have my soft spots.

do you really like to say those things to me? bodoh? puki? memang sedap mulut maki. you are angry and i can totally relate to it. but it's like every single time. aku pun vulgar babe.aku pun tak tahu control mulut aku at times. i feel useless and sometimes inferior. now you get what i mean when i said im having phobia of inferiority.

memang aku banyak kawan lelaki.my girls,i can count on my fingers.the ones like my zhss gfs.my babygirls nira and such. i stick better with boys, not that im a slut or aku suke menggatal and mentel.im at ease with them since i grew up being closer with the boys in my family.
when im trying to change for the better,i use my brains to draw a line between right and wrong.
i know my limits as a girl and maybe as a girlfriend to someone else. tak semestinye aku keluar dengan jantan,aku gatal bawah. (sorry for being crude in this entry.)
why can't you just understand that my social circle is made up of my boys and me. don't expect me to leave my friends for anyone. if i leave them for a boy, if the boy leaves, what happens?
boys come and go,friends stick with me throughout.

aku nak remain uncontactable for now to you.thank you bye.